Introducing.....ME!!!!!!!!!!!

So here I sit, foolishly thinking I will try this blogger thing. I'm not sure if it will ever go anywhere or if I'll ever have a continuous thought, but it's worth a shot. I'm really hoping this will be some form of cheap therapy for me. I really feel like I losr myself somewhere along the way and I'm hoping to gain some control again. What do I think led me to my meltdown.....I'm currently in my 12th week of pregnancy after the birth of a healthy son, a m/c, another possible m/c (or chem. preg) and a chem preg. So there it is, "the nut" in a nutshell.