Baby I'm amazed

Daniel is growing up way too fast. As fast as I thought the baby days passed with Jacob, it does not compare to how fast tehy are going with Daniel. He is rolling everywhere. I can't keep that boy still. He loves playing with his feet and is such a smiley boy. Although when he gets upset with me he sticks his lower lip out so far I tell him a little bird might land on it. I have never seen a baby so young pout so well. And it is adorable and all I want to do is hug and kiss him. I think we are just about done nursing. He only nurses right before he goes to bed and when he wakes at 5am. I have continued to try to pump at work, but I am down to only getting 4 oz a day because I only have time to pump once a day.
I am still awaiting my first postpartum AF which I think is just around the corner and I think she is going to be a hag!! I took an HPT the other day just because I was having some symptoms. We have been using protection and I knew there was no way I could be pregnant and quite frankly I'm not ready to be pregnant again. I'm not ready physically, emotionally or financially, but it was still disappointing to see that white space. That surprised me because I was relieved, but there was that tinge of saddness. It must just remind me of all of those white test days.
Anyway, I am absolutely thrilled that so many of my sistas are finding happiness in the birth of their children, in anticipation of a new pregnancy (although I know how nerve racking that can be) and in anticipation of adopting their child. My heart still goes out to the few who are still waiting and I will continue to keep them in my prayers.